The Lonely Days Gets Better
There are some times where life of control can really hinder you. I was that kind of person that I left it under my control.
Coming home from work every evening, drop my keys, prepare my meal, turn on television and stay quiet. No drama, nothing else, just me and myself and my thoughts.
After dinner, sometimes I sit by the poolside, enjoy my time moments. It looked peaceful but I had my own place, my own money, my own schedule and no one disturbed me. I'm free. I have independence but I have something uncomfortable.
I'll beat your life when nothing comes to haunt me. Nothing could really reach me either.
There's no one to tell about my day, no one to laugh. No one waiting for me at home.
Because comfort and connection aren't the same thing.
Now you're comfortable but there is no connection. A pet can sit beside you but it cannot understand your soul. It cannot know what you want and what you don't want.
So independence is important and being able to stand alone is a strength.
But the goal was never to build a life where nobody can reach you. The goal was to build a life where the right people have to have a place to stand beside you and feel happy and comfortable. That is where family only comes first.
