My two cuties 😍😍

When I gave birth to my first child I was like I don't think I will have another baby after that because it is not easy. The first three months was not easy, the morning sickness, the fatigue, the lost of appetite and weight loss cause make a woman go insane. Graduating from first trimester to the second trimester and everything started changing again.

The perfect slim and flat tummy started growing, body shape changing to what you never imagined and the transformation alone is enough to make anyone go crazy not to talk of the hormones working abnormalities. Sometimes I will feel like eating just ice block. I later wondered someone can suddenly started craving for ice block out of nowhere when everywhere is cold. My husband will look at me with the kind of look that speaks louder than words but I careless because that is what I want at that moment.

There was a day I was craving for cube sugar and after getting it for me, I only lick one cube out of it despite the trouble my husband went through to get it. It got to the labor room and the pain almost scattered my brain, I was telling my midwife that I will not try having baby again but the moment I saw my my baby, every pain I went through becomes nothing.

Then the sleepless night begins and other stress that came with newborn as a first time mom but the joy that came with motherhood overshadow all that. Watching my baby boy growing and all that brings nothing but joy to my life and before I know it, I already had my second pregnancy and even went through the same ordeal but I was fine with it this time around because I know the joy the baby was bringing so I didn't complain and my little girl finally arrived.

Our mothers really tried,I'm here shouting because of two kids which makes me wonder how they managed to raise four to six children. On the outside my second child is a girl but she have the strength of a boy. I always wondered if she is truly a girl when she started her rough play. She will beat her brother sometimes, behaving like mini jack chan.

Sometimes, I used to leave the room for them just to get fresh air. Life of a mother is not really easy, it's full of ups and downs but even with all of this, I love every bit of it. My kids are my joy and happiness, looking at them give me that satisfactory that can't be explained with words.

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