Alive & Thriving ThankfulThursday Despite Heartbreaking 💔News || AATYr6 || Prompt A Day 😊
It's thankfulThursday, and I'm doing my best to find more reasons to be grateful. I missed my post the other day intentionally as I was nursing a broken 💔. I received an unexpectedly bad news that my kitty Xin, who likes going to the rooftop apparently had an accident and fell to the ground floor. I bawled when I learned about it from the cleaning staff who comes in to clean the litter boxes on weekdays. I suspected foul play but have no way to prove that at all. 😭 Xin was a smart cat. She'd call to me and ask me to fetch her from the rooftop or come down by the stairs and I'd meet her. I had a bad feeling why I have not heard from her last Monday night, but I didn't think much of it as she'd sometimes be gone for more than a day or two. 😭 I feel so bad that I was not able to protect her.
When you raised a kitty from the time she was that little to her fourth year, it truly hurts so much. It's strange that I'm feeling numb right now. Since bawling my heart out the other day, I have been unable to cry. I know it feels so sad yet somehow I have no feelings. What I do have is silent anger brewing within. When situations are beyond my control, I believe in 🙏 for help and guidance. Please say a silent prayer for Xin. May justice be served. ❤️💡It's crazy how much pain I've been through since losing Mom in 2021, and every year after that I'd lose a furbaby each year. 2025 has brought the most losses. Yeah it's a strange year indeed. Can you blame me if I want it to be over asap? 😒 I surprise myself on how much I'm still holding on, but I do believe in the universe and trust its process. I'm here to grow my being that it may reach its maximum potential. So yeah, I'll keep fighting as it's part of the journey. I do 🙏 that after this run, I do not wish to have another human experience. 😛
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"Trade your expectation for appreciation and the world changes instantly." - Tony Robbins
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I totally believe in this saying. I've mentioned before that I have thrown expectations out of the window already. I will take things as they come, and just simply go with the flow of life and appreciate the blessings that come my way and accept the challenges as part of the journey called life. Cliche but "everything happens for a reason." It's not up to us as to what that reason is. Just trust the universe and its process. All in good time. I'll do my best and be the best version of me that I can be. That I believe is the best that I can do each day. 🙏❤️💡 If you've read this and got to this part, I hope I did not bring you sadness. I write 'coz for me it's therapy. I pray you are having better days. As for me, well, grieving (and healing) is a process. I'm a work in progress.
I continue to track my daily evening walks. Somehow having a physical activity also helps clear my mind. It's when I do these walks that I get ideas that sometimes are really fruitful for me. I have much to work on to get to my target of 5K daily. I'm close to that on some days, but not enough on other days. I definitely need to develop that added strength for it. 🤔
Maybe it's time I add the rooftop to my daily walks down the line. Rainy nights would be the exception but otherwise it would be doable, I think. Inshallah! 🙏❤️💡
Ten more days to go.. and the most stressful season for me is coming! Well I should not worry, right? I've decided to be an all season all year round person anyway. I'd just have to adjust to other folks who are strangely more festive only during this time of year. Poor unfortunate souls.. 😅
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Here's to wishing you all an advance happy weekend 🎉 Two more work days for me. Can't wait for another rest Sunday. Well, it's a wrap. Enjoy your weekend! Nighty night from Manila. Ta-tah! 👋
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I am so sorry to read about Xin. Prayers for your broken heart.
My sister's granddaughter has a cat she never lets out of her room. Someone opened the door and had an outside house door open, the cat ran out and has not come back, the little girl cried all night. I think it is under the house, I can not see it being scared and running out in the open yard.
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